initial impressions of the icicles no. 8: holy fuck
Anonymous asked: Just a follow-up to the previous question; why do you post nsfw photos on the internet at all? Are you sort of exhibitionist?
As a trans woman, seeing that people can appreciate all of me - even without clothes - is really affirming.
Anonymous asked: Hi, im having issues with masterbation and gender identity disorder. My doctor said it will be a few months before i can start hrt. In the meantime, do you have any alternate ways to masterbate without triggering anything?
There are actually a lot of options for alternative ways to masturbate using the current parts.
- You can tuck your clit really tight (I call mine a clit, it just feels more natural), and rub against it with your hand while it’s tucked.
- You can rub a vibrator against your clit, maybe through a couple layers of cloth or blankets so you don’t have to see or feel the shape of your body too much.
- Or you can try muffing, penetration of the inguinal canals, as explained in an educational game by Merritt: http://mkopas.net/files/positivespace/positivespace.html
- There’s also Amy’s method.
- And another technique identified by Rebecca Kling.
This is almost certainly far from an exhaustive list. What else do you have to contribute, fellow trans women readers?
Anonymous asked: Why did you decide to start posting nsfw photos of yourself?
Because I finally feel like my whole body looks good, and not just the face.
Anonymous asked: Zinnia. I'm a MtF transwoman, six-seven months on HRT, not sure. Most of them have been on 1 mg estradiol a day. I went upto 2 mg and 1 spiro a day and its so DIFFERENT. I don't produce much if any any semen when I orgasm, and my orgasms are slightly diff, but idk if these are the elusive "female" orgasms. Is there a way to get more semen back? How do i get these "female" orgasms people keep talking about? Cheers! xoxox
Antiandrogens like spiro are generally considered necessary these days - estrogen doesn’t suppress testosterone very well on its own. You might be experiencing more recent changes because of the addition of spiro. (For comparison, I started out at 4mg E and 100mg spiro a day, and increased to 8mg E and 100mg spiro after three months.)
I don’t think there’s any solid line between “male orgasms” and “female orgasms” - it’s a subjective thing and people experience orgasm differently under different circumstances, even when they’re not in the midst of transitioning.
Things started changing around 5 months into it for me - it felt new and different and I had to figure things out all over again. (And, yeah, any ejaculate mostly dried up.) It was more sensitive, but it took longer. It wasn’t until maybe 10-11 months that things generally settled down, and I could have orgasms that were vastly more intense and overpowering and long-lasting. That’s the difference that transition made for me. And for me, my answer was: wait 10 months and use a Hitachi magic wand until you’re helplessly gasping and trembling on the bed.
As for semen quantity, HRT does tend to reduce that and there’s not really any way around that. I’ve seen people recommend zinc, L-arginine and eating celery for increasing it, but I don’t know how that would affect someone who’s not a cis guy.
baeddelwarriorprincess asked: are you into vore?
maybe just the soft kind like hanging out in someone’s tummy or vice versa
Anonymous asked: You seem to buy a lot of sex toys. Do you and Heather have sex a lot, or nah?
It’s not like a daily thing for us since having kids can really get in the way of having time for that, but when we manage it, we really make the most of it.
Anonymous asked: Do you still agree with all of your old essays/videos that you made way back when?
Ugh christ no :\
Anonymous asked: How many toys do you have now?
Have I ever done an inventory of them? I don’t think I have. I still have so few that I can recite them all from memory, I think.
- Tantus Ripple (small)
- Tantus Ripple (large)
- generic rubber butt plug (small)
- Metal Worx Mr. Smooth
- generic plastic G-spot vibrator
- Doc Johnson rubber fist/arm
- knockoff imitation feeldoe silicone strapless strap-on
- Tantus strapon harness, with two included silicone dildos
- Bad Dragon Tentacle (small)
- Bad Dragon Tailstretcher (small)
- Wahl massager
- Hitachi magic wand, with penetrative attachments
- Icicles No. 8
Also handcuffs and a riding crop and a collar but I don’t know how much those count as sex toys per se.
And my wishlist of toys I want is probably even more extensive.